Monday

inner strenght

Archaaaaaangel!!!

Would you meet my halfway?
Would you spare me from (d)anger?

Sunday

you

hunting your heart
luring and taming it
oh my beautiful joy
it’s been indeed a real treat.

lots of defeats
few battles won
I’m licking my wounds
but always remember to get up and with mighty love strike it again and again; constantly CHARGE ON!

I’ll burn it with high flames
I’ll drown it in endless oceans
I’ll mine it with TNT
seed/cover it with my territory

your gorgeous heart
I’ll storm it with my most beautiful angel’s wrath

I promise it!

You will be blooming and screaming for my love
another daydreaming problem for me to solve..

it’s (not) war time

facing myself
threading my memories
I found out
that I’m still fluent in my guilt hobbies.

thought I’ve got over this
moved on to the hate-others premises
instead I found out that all this time
I’ve still been my own nemesis.

buried deep down inside of me
this chameleonic frenemy
this old wicked dude
sucked the best of my energy.

running silently through my plasma
always bringing eloquence in my never-ending drama.
somehow making sense out of my misery and spinning me to wish for more, from now into eternity.

you know what?
I think I kind of like your commitment bro,
counting on you to be there and never let me go.

who?me??

sing babe
dance, smile and dare!
I’ll try to play dead,
look like I couldn’t care.

(standing still in the middle of a beauty storm, makes me feel important just like a royal unicorn)

my pulse is undercover
cruising down below
I’m walking on silent gems
carefully whispering my inner male-shame happy flow.

(I’m a complex and sophisticated guy, no feelings are supposed to impress or make me wanna fucking cry!)

I’ll admit just this: my hole bloody self
Is in a woozy bliss.
seriously sugar-bruised,
elated to trip this only once in a lifetime perfect cruise.

(never expect me to be strong right to the end; I‘m an early grip loser, always straying out in the head)

an electric storm of thoughts
is raging inside of me;all my lighting rods dead, obliterated and off duty.

your thunders charge my inner coil
trapping me in a perpetual need for your infectious, horrendous 360 degrees perfect turmoil.

I’m so ecstatic , oh yeah.
OH YEAH!
I could cumm my brain right out of my majestic urethra.

Saturday

entropy

strange thing this endorphin stuff
waves of reality just rushed out from my depressive artsy snuff.

drinking my way into this seas pool of..feeling
drowning myself into this warm soup of fainted energy;hard dealing!

unhappy as a trapped wolf with now and then
scratching and biting to break loose
deeply resenting my warm den

just to

fart away this hell of life infatuation
bleed out the sweet gangrene
surgically extract the long parasite of a broken affect

now I can move on and do nothing.