strange thing this endorphin stuff
waves of reality just rushed out from my depressive artsy snuff.
drinking my way into this seas pool of..feeling
drowning myself into this warm soup of fainted energy;hard dealing!
unhappy as a trapped wolf with now and then
scratching and biting to break loose
deeply resenting my warm den
just to
fart away this hell of life infatuation
bleed out the sweet gangrene
surgically extract the long parasite of a broken affect
now I can move on and do nothing.